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Suicide and Methods of Suicide - Pros and Cons   
02:30am 06/12/2005
 
mood: blank
1)Slitting the wrist or other veins
+If done properly, certain death
+Cutting feels good
-Blood everywhere

2)Hanging
+Quicker death
+Minimal loss of bodily fluids
+No wussing out once the chair is tipped over
-The cord or rope may break
-Not die and live suffering

3)Overdose
+Incoherent death
-Not die, just get sick

4)Rat posion
+Certain death
-Great deal of suffering

5)Jumping from a height
+Certain death
+No wussing out after leaping
+Instant death
-Messy death
-Painful upon impact

6)Stepping in front of a moving bus or truck
+Near certain death
-Painful death
-Trauma for the driver and witnesses
-Might survive

7)Shooting
+Certain death
-Painful death
-Brains and blood everywhere

8)Suicide by cop
+Near certain death
+Wouldn't really be suicide, eh?
-Trauma for the officer that shoots
-Might live

9)Asphyxia by placing a plastic bag over the head, handcuffing self to bed rail with keys out of reach
+Certain death without intervention
-Slow death
-Much suffering

10)Stabbing
+Very effective method if one knows where to stab
-Painful
-Blood loss
-Scaring

11)Drowing
+Near certain death
-I can swim

12)Electrocution by means of severing an electrical cord, plugging it into the wall and dropping the exposed wires into bath water
+Certain death if enough power is used
-Burns
-Pain

13)Hypothermia by means of going to a secluded area in winter, stripping and covering self in water
+Near certain death
-Intervention
-Not die and get sick

14)Drinking antifreeze
+Toxic and deadly
+Only 100 ml
+Sweet tasting
-Suffering
-Sickness

15)Combination of sleeping pills, alcohol and blood loss. Consumption of 50+ over the counter sleeping pills and alcohol. Use of a sharp razor.
+Time to relfect and listen to music in a warm bath
+Seems fool proof
-Blood everywhere
-Naked corpse

x.x
 
     

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okkk o.o?   
03:02pm 30/11/2005
 
mood: giggly

Lol, that's funny. xD First ... he called me a negroid ... then .. he wigged out and apologized xDDDDDD hahaha
 
     

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November 17th 2005 2pm   
02:52pm 17/11/2005
 
mood: depressed
I was with him when he died. I was the last person he saw. The last voice he heard. The last one to touch him. I told him it's ok to go, as he took his last breath. I told him I loved him. I sang softly to him, the way he'd always liked me to. I made sure he was warm. I ... miss him. I'm so fucking heart broken. All the condolences in the world couldn't make me feel better. I truly adored him. I loved him for 8 years and I was loving him the second he died. Telling him to "go on." "It'll be ok." I called his name ... he took one last breath ... and didn't breathe again. His heart beat got faint ... then stopped beating. He got limp ... I nudged him gently ... he didn't respond. I begged him to wake up. His eyes were open ... he just was gone. I wrapped him in a blanket.
RIP Bonkers November 17th 2005 at 2pm.
 
     

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Sleeping Pills   
05:54am 04/11/2005
  I take too many damned sleeping pills. I took 12 in the past 48 hours. I just want to go to sleep for a long while. I have so much on my mind and nothing to keep me busy or cheer me up. Worry, worry, worry. Anxiety x.x bleh.
I wish I could just feel better. I've had the hella blues all week. It's crazy, I don't feel like myself. I don't enjoy doing much of anything. I'm so frustrated. I need meds I think. Maybe tomorrow I'll check myself into the nut house. It might do me some good. Though, I'd hate not being home... I need to get away. Maybe they can help me there. It's worth trying. Rather than sitting here all depressed and in denile. It's a very fucked up time in my life. Everythings happening at once. I guess, it's back thrice fold. I'm tempted to go buy a box of razor blades and mutilate myself, lol. Seriously though, I know it's all emofaggish. But, cutting feels good. Makes me feel better. Being able to control the suffering myself. I just don't want people to see the cuts or scars and think I'm suicidal or doing it for attention. I'm so not. It really is an outlet for me. I don't want to kill myself or hurt anyone. I just ... am nuts. I try to keep my mind off from things that bother me. I ... just ... want to be happy. I really do. But I'm so damned depressed. I talk to people about it. Like my family and internet buddies. But, they can't really fix me. I just pray for a break and something good to come my way. I need to get out more. I sit in this damned house in front of the computer too much.
 
     

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............   
10:11pm 02/11/2005
  So, I woke up today. Got ready for the doctors. Uncle John told me, that my great, great, aunt May has died. Bad things that happened in 2005 (in random order): -Aunt May died. -I was kicked out of classes, for slacking too much. -Bonkers tested positive for feline luekimia (or however the fuck it's spelled). -Uncle Rob, went through chemo for testicular cancer. -Sonny died. -Mom began telling me about chest pains. -My sisters house burned down, Everyone almost died. -Ny neice was put in a home for delinquent kids. -Rick jr, my cousin, stabbed his mothers boyfreind multiple times with a knife. -My aunt Linda is very ill, she's had surgery recently. -My neopets account was frozen, after 3 years of playing. -I lost my job. -My brothers got arrested. -Terrise wigged out on me, because she hates herself. -Frank had a stroke. -I lost my favorite hair brush. ... and this... explains why I am the way I am... right now atleast.  
     

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Bonkers   
06:53am 01/11/2005
 
mood: sad


So, I just got off from the phone with my mom. It's about 7 am here. First thing this morning, I was informed that my cat's blood tested positive for feline leukemia. Yep, the old boy is going to die. I was prepared, but still hopeful. God, there's a lump of sadness in my throat that doesn't ease. I want to cry, but I can't cry. I've become accustomed to my suffering. Life is my suffering. Nothing good lasts for ever and happiness is always out of reach. This is my hell. I will miss Bonkies a great deal. I'm beyond heart broken. I want to reach out to someone, but nobody cares. I'd only get "aww" "sorry to hear" "what a bummer" or other programmed responses from people less than spoon deep.
I've been alive 20 long years, but it seems like it only took an instant to become the fucked up person that I am. Vague to read, I'm sure. Though, I know just what I mean. Only more pain and suffering will come my way. I can sense it like a dew that hangs in the air. A smothering fog of unhappiness draped upon me, depressing, mourning, hating, wanting to cry myself to death. I keep thinking 'there are people out there who are worse off'. I know inside, that I'm one of those people. Not just because of my cat. Though now, that's part of it.
My blood pressure must be through the roof. I have a head ache that won't stop. Sometimes, my heart skips, it feels like, one big beat, then skipping. I don't know what's up with that. Sometimes, I feel drained when it happens. I'll probably die before I'm 30 or live through hell getting there only to die suffering later. I haven't cried since august 3rd. Though so much has happened that makes me want to cry. My ... tears don't work or they're shut off or something. My eyes hurt. I want to cry. I want to scream and have a fit. I want to break shit. I want to swear and cry until my cheeks are warm with tears and snot runs out of my nose as I cover my from my red and pain emoting face. I want to pull my hair out, blame the world and just never wake up. Most of all, I just want to be happy so I wouldn't feel that way or want to do those things. Anything that I love is taken away. But things that torment me last forever. My fucking head is pounding. Pounding. Pounding. I've taken tylenol. Piss on tylenol. I feel ... like crawling under a bridge and ... rotting in a solitary exsistance. Nobody to know me. Nobody to miss me. Everyone to forget me. It's not depression, It's just that I have very little to be happy about and a lot to be fucking sad about. Sometimes, hearing how hard others lives have been makes me feel more human. Not feeding from the suffering in some sicko way ... but just knowing that there are people out there dealing with tough shit.
I wonder how these people get on? How things are ok for them. The truth is, things aren't ok for them. But, it's the life they have and they chose not to crawl under a bridge and rot. I guess, I'm weak. I guess ... I'm just dreaming of an escape. Sometimes, I think that I'll go see a shrink or something. Even though I've tried it before and it doesn't help. All they do is assume and generalize. Doctors are not healers so much as they are just doing a job. I have 4 people in my life, who are really close to me. I care, they care back.
My mom, my uncle john, my sister and my friend rich. I can't even talk to them about some of the stuff that bothers me. I don't want them to judge me or be sad because I am. I'm alone in this house every night. Yes, my uncle John is here. He stays in his room mostly. I sit here at the computer, trying to entertain myself and take my mind off from how shitty my world is. Not because of everyone else, but because this is the hand I was dealt. Every action has a reaction or some karmic consiquence. I must have pissed karma off hella and done alot to cause reaction. I'm just ... so broken it's not even funny. The weird thing is ... I'm not suicidal right now. Just hoping for a break that doesn't break me anymore. Just something really good, please? Goodness, please? Something good? Something I can hold onto and be happy about? Something that won't hurt me or end up fucked up? Some good news for once? Something that'd make me more happy than I've ever been? Something to set me free. Something to balance out the terrible shit that has happened to me for many years of my life. Something I can keep. People try to cheer me up. I just want to be alone. When I'm alone I just want to be held, but I don't want to get close enough to anyone for them to hold me. I just ... want to wake up one morning and be happy. It's not going to happen, though. Not for me. Not this life. The only thing worse than dying is living while suffering. I don't want to have my cat, my friend, the creature I adore ... put to sleep. But he's not going to get better and will surely suffer more. I'd be selfish not to do it, I think. But I also think of it as murder and I think that lifes course should be lived. I'm just so fucked up in the head right now. Please ... please ... please ... something good come my way? Something good come my way ... something without a catch. Nothing is free. Even things that don't cost, one usually ends up paying for in the end... one way or another. I'm so tired, I can't sleep and don't want to feel. I just ... want to forget. I just want to let the world pass me by without giving a shit.
 
     

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burn   
06:59am 25/10/2005
  I fucking hate people. Ignorant assholes with nothing better to do than to PISS ME OFF. My gosh.. get a damned hobby. I'm not a toy. Not a yo yo.. I can't be strung along ... and have my emotions spiral up and down your damned puppet string. I can't take this shit. o.o *sets the world on fire*  
     

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12:28am 23/10/2005
  o.o  
     

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No I don't want to see your cam.   
06:17am 22/10/2005
  I can't cry anymore. So ... I think. I want to. Perhaps it'd be a release for me. I am only capable of feeling like shit until I feel nothing at all.
Depressed much? Waaay past depression. I loaf about and drown my sorrows in music. Pain sort of sneeks up on me. Sometimes. When my guard is down. As if I needed anything more to fuck my head up. Seriously. I have enough. I can't imagine what I did to karma to piss it off so much. It must be karma? Does 'God' really hate me this much? I hate me, sometimes. Like right now ... pouring my thoughts into this stupid journal site. Because it's 6:21 am here and I have no life. o.o Rad, huh?

Lamers are IMing me and I don't want to talk to any of them. Not even for laughs. My energy is depleted. I would much rather be conversing with someone familiar. All on my friends list are idle. o.o *kicks them* Maybe I should sign in aim.

*clicks* No I don't want to see your cam.

bunty_lu******* (10/22/2005 6:23:50 AM): hiiiiiiiiiii
Lynn (10/22/2005 6:24:12 AM): Diiiiiiiiiiiie

No I don't want to talk to you.

If cutting wasn't so gay ... I'd be doing that now. But I'm too paranoid about getting a disease or infection. o.o Cabin Fever, much?
I'll probably take some sleeping pills and sleep ... for days. Until responsibility bothers me after the weekend. Damn the man!:K
 
     

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Purify - Skinlab   
05:07am 22/10/2005
 
mood: blank
Purify through and through
Justify what you've been through
Cleansing hands two and two
Wish I could save you from yourself
To late to save you from yourself
Wish I could purify you
Wish I could save you from yourself
Which I could purify you from yourself
And I feel sorry
Wish I could purify you
And I feel sorry for you
Wish I could save you from yourself
And I feel sorry
Wish I could purify you from yourself
Newborn hands, stillborn eyes
Innocense never question why
Emptyness for suicide
You need to save you from yourself
Can not take this back?
Now you feel it?
Can not take this back?
Save you from myself
Wish I could purify you
Wish I could save you from yourself
And I feel sorry
Wish I could purify you
And I feel sorry for you
Wish I could save you from yourself
And I feel sorry
Wish I could purify you
And I feel sorry
Can I take this back?
Now you feel it?
 
     

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here kkkitty kkkitty   
04:48am 22/10/2005
  You know what feels even worse than loosing what you adore?
Watching it waste away.

My beast Meoweth is a good cat. I have so many memories of my adoring him.
My ex boyfriend brought Meow to me as a stray years ago. Eight years ... ago.
He was so skinny and he smelled of butterscotch. (assuming it was a scent he'd picked up from rummaging through trash for food)

He used to scratch at my door when he'd hear me crying in my room. He loved hearing me sing. Probably the only one with ears that did. I'd call him by Meowing and shrieking. I never could say "here kitty kitty" I don't want to insult his ethnicity. =/ I might not much like it if someone were to say to me "here nigger nigger" bleh. x.x He'd be so enthused to be adored by my petting him. He'd leap from the floor into my arms. To purr and bask in my affection.

About 2 years back, Meow got cancer. Combined, my family and I have spent over $1000.oo Trying to help Meow. He had the cancer removed from his stomach. This bought us some more time and Meow was fine for a long while. About 2 months ago Meow started getting sick. I noticed his neck had gotten swollen. We raced him to the vet that very day.

The vet said "it's either cancer spreading or some sort of infection"

He's been on antibiotics off and on since then. I have come to fear he's not better fully because it is indeed cancer. He's lost much weight, gotten thin, he drools and is very lethargic.

He is going to die. This will cause my discontentment.

I truly have never adored a creature so. I care for this cat more than I do for some people. o.o

If I had 3 wishes in this world.
1) I'd wish for perfect health for all.
2) Everlasting life.
3) Ashton Kutcher to molest my person.

Hell, I wish for #3 right now. :P
(and a lot on such nights) *pinches nipples* Oh Ashton, you're such a flirt. ;D
 
     

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Fuck it   
04:44am 22/10/2005
 
mood: cold
So I was just like fuck it. Get wasted. Now I feel more like shit than to begin with. If only I could kill the world, wash my brain and sever my veins. Fuck it all. Fuck happiness. Fuck Love. Fuck living. Fuck keeping it alive. Fuck me. Fuck you and most of all fuck this journal.
 
     

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The Archives of Lynn - 83/m/singapore   
09:27pm 20/10/2005
  Lynn (1/10/2005 4:33:17 AM): hi
Lynn (1/10/2005 4:33:23 AM): i took the biggest turd last night
Lynn (1/10/2005 4:33:36 AM): I named it bobby
Lynn (1/10/2005 4:33:41 AM): after you
bobby_sha***** (1/10/2005 4:33:42 AM): ok, asl plz
Lynn (1/10/2005 4:33:42 AM): =)
bobby_sha***** (1/10/2005 4:33:48 AM): 26/m
Lynn (1/10/2005 4:33:52 AM): 83/m/singapore

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The Archives of Lynn - that new car smell   
09:22pm 20/10/2005
  Lynn (1/10/2005 2:15:45 PM): micky!
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:15:47 PM): you bastard!
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:15:55 PM): where have ya been you titty lickign freak
bobby_2***** (1/10/2005 2:16:09 PM): i've been around
bobby_2***** (1/10/2005 2:16:11 PM): where have you been?
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:16:33 PM): I was in rehab for a while.. I quite huffing glue but the effects ...still... are thick
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:16:37 PM): like my bush
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:16:39 PM): dammit
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:16:45 PM): I havent shaved in a year
bobby_***** (1/10/2005 2:17:05 PM): really?
bobby_2***** (1/10/2005 2:17:07 PM): why not?
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:18:13 PM): my cunts to stinky
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:18:15 PM): i dont like to get the scent on my fingers
bobby_2***** (1/10/2005 2:19:05 PM): would you rather make me lick it?
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:20:08 PM): sure
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:20:13 PM): eat a mint first
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:20:20 PM): to give it that new car smell

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The Archives of Lynn - I be mackin all the Caspers   
09:13pm 20/10/2005
  Lynn (8/23/2004 9:16:41 PM): wus up big worm? .. i mean big perm
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:16:46 PM): sorry.. couldnt resist
bigperm2***** (8/23/2004 9:16:56 PM): its cool nm
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:17:07 PM): that neat
bigperm2***** (8/23/2004 9:17:37 PM): i seen u in the blackf for white male
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:17:52 PM): yep ... I be mackin all the caspers
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:17:56 PM): cute arent I?
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:17:57 PM): lol
bigperm2***** (8/23/2004 9:18:04 PM): very much so
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:18:08 PM): thanks
bigperm2***** (8/23/2004 9:18:11 PM): do u have a web cam
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:18:18 PM): yes
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:18:19 PM): why?
bigperm2***** (8/23/2004 9:18:28 PM): just askin i have one too
bigperm2***** (8/23/2004 9:19:06 PM): do u ever c2c
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:19:23 PM): whats c2c dood
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:19:25 PM): ?
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:19:26 PM): ?
bigperm2***** (8/23/2004 9:19:31 PM): cam 2 cam
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:19:40 PM): with my friends only man
bigperm2***** (8/23/2004 9:19:48 PM): thats cool
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:19:52 PM): other weirdos just wanna touch it and watch me
bigperm2***** (8/23/2004 9:20:03 PM): lol yeah
bigperm2***** (8/23/2004 9:20:12 PM): so are u like goth or something
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:20:22 PM): Or something
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:20:26 PM): Im crypty
bigperm2***** (8/23/2004 9:20:26 PM): k
bigperm2***** (8/23/2004 9:21:11 PM): are them the kind of guys u like too
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:21:17 PM): im into honest guys.
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:21:21 PM): freckles are a plus
bigperm2***** (8/23/2004 9:21:42 PM): sorry i dont have any
Lynn (8/23/2004 9:22:05 PM): I have 13.. and I am not willing to share... get your own :K

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The Archives of Lynn - smelly   
09:04pm 20/10/2005
  Lynn (1/15/2005 10:55:05 PM): hi
beaverman197***** (1/15/2005 10:55:31 PM): how r u?
Lynn (1/15/2005 10:55:40 PM): smelly! thanks =)
Lynn (1/15/2005 10:55:42 PM): you?

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The Archives of Lynn - Micky, you ass humper   
08:35pm 20/10/2005
  Lynn (1/10/2005 2:22:03 PM): micky!
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:22:07 PM): you bastard
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:22:09 PM): where ya been?
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:22:14 PM): lol
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:22:40 PM): sorry i am not micky i am jim
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:22:49 PM): stop jerking off you titty licking freak... micky.. I know its you
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:22:51 PM): its me becca
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:22:53 PM): titty becca
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:22:55 PM): with the tits
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:22:57 PM): member?
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:23:00 PM): micky!
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:23:04 PM): you bastard where ya been?
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:23:12 PM): let me c u
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:24:05 PM): do u want 2 c my cock?
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:24:51 PM): pleeeeeeeeease can i c u
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:26:18 PM): let me c u
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:28:39 PM): come on lets play
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:35:30 PM): hello
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:36:38 PM): will u chat wit me
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:36:49 PM): ?
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:37:30 PM): no.. i dont like you
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:37:32 PM): ass humper
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:41:52 PM): why
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:41:59 PM): because youre a fag
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:41:59 PM): what did i do?
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:42:10 PM): no i am not
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:42:18 PM): what did i do?
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:42:34 PM): i never talked 2 u before
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:42:52 PM): micky
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:42:55 PM): i knwo its you
Lynn (1/10/2005 2:43:01 PM): so just stop
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:43:06 PM): I AM NOT MICKY
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:43:24 PM): my name is Jim
anakedguy***** (1/10/2005 2:43:31 PM): from arizona

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The Archives of Lynn - Medoucha   
08:29pm 20/10/2005
  all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:45:07 PM): a s l ?
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:45:18 PM): chicken
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:45:19 PM): cheese
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:45:22 PM): and socks
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:45:32 PM): huh ?
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:45:32 PM): lol
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:45:44 PM): 20
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:45:44 PM): f
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:45:46 PM): ny
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:45:47 PM):
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:46:15 PM): 25 m somewhere on the other side of the globe
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:46:17 PM): lol
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:46:48 PM): i had an email id once
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:46:56 PM): in fact the very 1st one i made
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:47:06 PM): was called screammedus*****
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:47:08 PM): lol
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:47:12 PM): \m/
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:47:14 PM): thats cool
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:47:15 PM):
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:47:21 PM): I am medusa
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:47:52 PM): i know
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:48:03 PM): do u have a cam ?
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:48:43 PM): yep
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:48:47 PM): behold my beauty
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:49:07 PM): lol
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:49:20 PM): ok let me see what a corpse looks like
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:49:22 PM): lol
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:49:52 PM): i seea spider
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:50:03 PM): hey its nice
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:50:10 PM): can i touch it ?
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:50:21 PM): O_O
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:50:25 PM): sure thing buddy
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:50:27 PM): =)
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:50:34 PM): lol
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:50:36 PM): hey
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:50:40 PM): no its medusa
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:50:42 PM): lol
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:50:47 PM): are they snakes ?
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:50:58 PM): yes
all_in_vein (1/18/2005 9:51:06 PM): real ones ?
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:51:09 PM): yes
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:51:15 PM): wowww
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:51:26 PM): i cant see them that well
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:51:32 PM): but impressive
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:51:40 PM): do i get turned into stone ?
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:52:02 PM): if you look me in the eyes.. you will pass a kidney stone.. my powers are weak
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:52:10 PM): ok they arent real snakes
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:52:11 PM): lol
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:52:17 PM): ok i'm stoned
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:52:19 PM): lmao
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:52:28 PM): youre not the only one
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:52:30 PM): im bored
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:52:36 PM): so i decided to be medusa
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:52:43 PM): lol
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:52:52 PM): show me your face
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:52:56 PM): no mask and all
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:52:59 PM): this is paint
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:53:04 PM): and im not ready to take it off
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:53:11 PM): hmmmm
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:53:13 PM): lol
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:53:20 PM): i need ya number
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:53:21 PM): lol
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:53:25 PM): we need to meet
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:53:26 PM): lol
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:53:39 PM): yeah.. im a doll.. i know
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:53:47 PM): lol
all_in_***** (1/18/2005 9:53:51 PM): u white or black ?
Lynn (1/18/2005 9:54:02 PM): greek

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ali_biskr***** (1/10/2005 2:00:28 PM): ???
ali_biskr***** (1/10/2005 2:01:06 PM): who are u

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